| hey all...well i just came home from shopping with my aunty and my mom. we went to that Craft Fair at the Blaisdell. i wasn't really looking forward to it..cuz its Friday night and i wanted to go to Pipelines...but i went anyways thinking it'd only be like an hour at most and it was only 630. so yea...we went and i am now in love with craft fairs!!! (and the guy in that booth with all the pics) OH RAE MUST TALK TO YOU ABOUT THAT!!! anyways...i got his card with his email and stuff...hehe. and he invited me to see him and his friends tent next week at that art expo thing across from the art museum. so i'm gonna go...Rae wanna come?!? i know you do! he had such great photos...sooo beautiful. i wanted to buy them all!! but i didn't have enough money...i only had enough to buy a postcard...and i ddin't even buy one!! haha..so junk me. anyways...so yea..it was a fun night. and i got to see Kawika Diamond and his gf Ashley May whom i haven't seen in SOOOO long. but he said he MIGHT leave next year for cali for college.  you poop...oh wells. hope all goes well!!! anywho..today was a good day. its 11:30 now...hmm what to do. i think i'll play gin online until i get tired. hope everyone else's friday night was good too! take cares... |
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| hey all...well i am 19 years old now!!!! hahaa...i'm feeling old. blah. but i'm happy. i love my friends! on thursday night i went out with Luc...and we watched Elf! such a cute funny movie! and then we spent the rest of the night together through my birthday. it was fun. we hung out at my favorite beach on the whole island. and then on my birthday i got to hang out with all my good friends. we went to the waikiki banyan. and me and caitlin and rachel wanted to go swimming at ngiht, but no one else did...so we went by oursleves down to waikiki beach. it was so funny. all of a sudden people were showing up out of nowhere. and then me and caitlin made a mini porn. hahahahhahahaha. rachel had her video camera. it involved...rolling around in sand...splashing water...and boobies. hahahaha. anyways...i feel bad, haha. i didn't call luc..i thought i did! i swear!!! but he didn't pick up his phone. oh wells..get off my butt about it. hehe. hummm..all in all i think i had fun on my birthday. now we have caitlin's birthday on sunday!!! yay!!! ok well..i have to go..i'm neglecting a conversation. haha. take cares... |
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| this weekend was interesting...a lot of hard work. i got my new bed though!!! yay!! i'm soooo happy. and i also got new pillows and new pillow cases. hehe. i think i'll have me a good sleep tonite. i wanna go to sleep now! hahaha. my weekend off turned out to be a bummer for the most part except for saturday  anywhose...i have work all this week. blah. BUT frida is my birthday!!! woot woot. even though i have to work that day..i get the REST of the weekend off!! wooohoooo!!! sooo happy. i can't wait. and sunday is Caitlin's 18th birthday!!! woot woot! its party time after that. haha.
on another note..i'm confused. life is hard...i dont want to be confused anymore...i only wish i could talk to someone about it. but i can't. only cuz, i'd feel ashamed. not that i'm ashamed of the situation. cuz i am soo not. i love the situation..just parts i wish were different in teh situation. bah..you guys have no idea what i'm talking about. and the one person i want to talk to about it, i can't. why is this so hard. maybe i'm just making it hard. maybe i should write this person an email...oh bah. they don't have internet. God doesn't love me. if He loved me, He'd let me have what i really want, what truly makes me happy. but i know i can't. this sucks monkey balls...i need someone to talk to. to make me feel better...to tell me what i should be doing!!
**5 days till my 19th birthday!!! |
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| **8 days till my 19th birthday!!! |
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